There are really no words that can express the gratitude I have to you all there for the way I feel now about life and death. When I came to you I really did not think that there was anything in life that was worth living for as my job was looking dubious, my marriage was looking ‘dubiouser’. I was really just an angry, paranoid, lonely, non-believing, sad person. 

But in the 90 days with you I found something to believe in that was bigger and better than I could ever have imagined. I realised that stopping drinking was really only the ticket to the theatre and not the show, and I most of all realised how wonderful it is to feel all the other feelings and not just be Mr. Angry. I have the courage and wisdom to accept that problems are never as big as they used to appear.